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Monday, July 18, 2005

Where'd you go? 

I've been asked a lot lately why I don't blog anymore. And here's my number one answer -

There are too many peopled that know me and know my blog that I can't blog anymore.

And here are the rest of the reasons.

I can't write what I want to write anymore.

I can't be who I want to be on my blog anymore.

I can't hide well enough anymore and be sure that no one can know what the hell I'm talking about anymore.

I can't elude to something that only you can understand.

I can't be private enough anymore, but open enough at the same time for myself.

I just can't find my skin. I just can't find it.

I can understand, and support, your decision to go underground, so to speak.

I hope things work out for you. I miss the laughs you've given me from time to time..but I do understand the 'what I want to post vs what I feel I can post' deliema.

It's one of the major factors that led me not to tell family about my blog.

Good luck, hun. You are missed.
I can appreciate all of those points, and it is your decision. On the other hand, there is a definite flavour of "if only I could" in this post. If that's the case, then I for one would encourage you to find a way to continue.

Perhaps you could abandon this blog (and your blogger username too) and stop being "kirsten". Call yourself "pinkblue" or whatever and start again - and this time tell NOBODY!
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